Sunday, March 18, 2012

The Distant Hours - little little chicken

I like this particular letter very very much. Very warm and I could feel the love and the closeness that they share with one another. Genuine kind =)


Dearest Merry,


My clever, clever chicken! YOur story arrived safely and soundly and I wept when I read it. What  a beautiful, beautiful piece! Joyous and terribly sad, and oh! so beautifully observed. What a clever young Miss you are! There is such honesty in your writing. Merry, a truthfulness to which many aspire, but which few attain. You must keep on; there is no reason why you shouldn't do exactly what you wish with your life. There is nothing holding you back, my little friend. 


I would love to have been able to tell you this in person, to hand your manuscript back to you beneath the tree in the park, the one with the little diamonds of sunlight caught within its leaves, but I'm sorry to say that I won't be back in LOndon as I thought. Not for a time, at any rate. Things here have not worked out as I'd imagined. I can't say too much, only that something has happened and it's best for me to stay at home for now. I miss you Merry, you were my first and only friend, did I ever tell you that? I think often of our time here together, especially that afternoon on the roof, do you remember? YOu'd only been with us a few days and hadn't yet told me you were frightened of heights. You asked me what I was frightened of and I told you. I'd never spoken of it to anyone else. 


Goodbye little chicken,
Much love always,
Juniper x



Tuesday, February 21, 2012

First day of school

Am so glad to talk to my lecturer today.. Finally receive rewards for my hard work =) though I keep thinking it's not my own effort but it's really a gift from God.

Lecturer: Esther, your BM is very good d. Now, you need to polish up your English. ha ha ha.

Haizzz.. funny.

But in the midst of all, I really enjoyed  talking to her. Wouldn't trade anything else for that.

First day of school and motivated for 2 hours in her room. Heheheee

Friday, February 17, 2012

The ever-increasing price of goods

Yesterday when I went to the supermarket, I got shocked again!! Price of goods kept increasing. Things that I don't buy often those days because the price is quite high...is even higher now. Huhhhhh!! Sighing.. I really feel like buying more & more stuff & keep them so that I don't need to buy them anymore like pens. Of course most goods has expiry date, unfortunately. Malaysia!!!! Y the price of goods keep increasing? CNY just over - price increase - banyak  susah lo hidup! Already there are many who struggle through life.. now how you expect them to live? Are we suppose to live on vegetables alone?(which is not that cheap also anymore)

I mean it's really a BURDEN k!! I don't mind paying RM200 for my books from my own pocket as long as price of goods don't increase. Goods like meat, vege, eggs & etc are things that we need & buy often, unlike books. I am pretty afraid that when I go to supermarket the next time, price will increase again.

Killing me softly... Food in canteen keep increasing also. I dare not imagine how much a plate of chicken rice will cost in canteen when I graduate. 

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Pretty good day

Hmmmph today is a good day! Woke up early to go to faculty to get my voucher but end up I stuck in fire drill. Ha ha. But I thank God because finally I get to settle my things with my lecturer (uhhhh she looked so sick =( over-exhausted). Then, kemas2 stuff and went to Mid Valley. Watched Journey to Mysterious Island - pretty good show. Oh ya! The best part is that I got my whole series of Narnia for just RM18!!! How cool is that! I can't believe books are so cheappppp!! Some books-though it's RM5 but I don't think it's that cheap tho. ha ha.. 

In KTM...

It's quite pack but ain't too bad. There are few people who let me sit because they saw I carry hamper. Pretty cool lah they all. Spreading the laughter around. They love to laugh...It's kinda fun to hear it. hehehehee..even the Chinese  lady smiled. Isn't it nice to spread joy around in the midst of random people unexpectedly? Even though they are tired..I know they appreciate it. 

I thank God because I haven't laugh like that for so longggg!! I haven't hear people laugh like that also for so long! It seems that they are pretty SENSIBLE PEOPLE. They let the working lady sit.. and they stand. I am amazed! How come intellectual people are not sensible or perhaps immune to people's need around them d? Wondering why have we lost that. We don't need to be good..neither do we need to be awesome..or some intellectual guys...to do kindness to others. Just be sensitive to people's need around you is good enough and it's been long since I experience that. Someone offering their sit to me? Not with anger or sadness but with happiness - that's more than enough to make my day. Really =)) 

I am so so amazed!! ha ha. I can't stop laughing thinking about them. ha ha ha!!! When Vivian passed her stuff to me..I tertarik her finger kot. So guess what? She made this sound. "Yaaaaakkkkkk" in a cute way and everyone (those gang together) laughed!! I also can't stand and started laughing together! ha ha ha. Funny lah. 

Good day when u laugh! Really. hehehehehehehehehehehhehehehehehehehehe

I know I am going to miss these nice chap and their laughter. tak bleh tahan..sure will laugh. More than that, I am touched by their kindness. 

Oh ya! Someone mistaken me for Sabahan again! Uhhhh! Till I speak English with a college mate whom I happened to meet in the train. Hehehee..

Thank YOU LORD JESUS FOR SUCH A GOOD DAYYYYY!! NOTHING CAN BE BETTER THAN THIS! THANK YOU FOR SUCH AMAZING BLESSING FOR TODAY. I TRULY APPRECIATE IT. REALLY. I DO. YOU CAN SEE THE GLOW ON MY FACE.HEHEHEHEEE..LOVE YOU LORD JESUS. 

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Church

At times like this.. I missed going to church and greeted with smiles, warm greetings and hugs. I truly miss that. That's where you get to be yourself and not judged. Loved for who you are. =) 


Monday, January 9, 2012

Meh!

Why studying is getting boring and boring and even more boring? so not inspired. ahhh i HATE COPYING BACK THE SAME THING IN EXAM!! BORINGGG!!! whatever ~~ exam mode. so sien ahhhh...mana my teman study Beatriceeeee...!! I love studying and watching tv at same time though i know actually i watch tv more than i study. lol. anyway 3 more papers to go. yippieee!!!